I just want to fucking leave this state. This is ridiculous. We’ve known each other for years and yeah at one point had a thing, but you didn’t want to date me. Then i got a boyfriend, eventually and that ended. We picked up where we left off, but it wasn’t the same for me, so i wanted to jus t be friends. Thats not good enough so its all or nothing basically. It sucks either way because you’re being selfish or maybe i am. It dosent really matter i suppose.